Patricia Clark
SIBELIUS WHILE AN OAK TOPPLES
I turn it up loud,
louder, to mask
the chain saw’s
cough and steady
whine, the noise
of the workmen
hollering, the dull
thuds when one
throws down a chunk
of trunk or limb.
What do we do,
living in this
world—my neighbor
who fears the oak
will fall, crush
his boy where he lies
sleeping. I didn’t
make the world
of chain-link fence,
bark collar, leash,
bite of the chainsaw,
the woman on the news
who crept out on ice
to rescue her dog,
then fell through,
scrabbling for a way
out. I, too, wanted silence—
look at me using a melodic
impromptu to hide
horror, kick and bite
of the saw, the dog’s
jerk to get away
from the jolt
of what they call
“the correction,” and yes,
I think she called
for help, woman who
had laughed at work
with kids on the blacktop
playground (they talked
to one boy on the news).
I am not as immune
from pain as I try
to pretend, my chest
felt sore and I touched
Josie’s fur, looking in her
eyes, seeing another
creature trying to breathe,
to play with a ball,
or lie in peace on the rug
when the sun streaks in,
promising to last.
The workmen will grind
the stump when they
finish, and the boy sleeps
on. The woman’s dog
scrambled off the ice,
safely, and ran home,
that’s how her family
knew to go looking. They sail
another chunk down using
a pulley, thud, ground trembles,
goes still. They found
her body there, shards
broken around the hole.
The children said she
played with them every
day at recess. Even now
Josie’s learning not
to bark, just one soft
one to sound an alarm,
then she stops.
Patricia Clark is the author of five volumes of poetry, including The Canopy (Terrapin Books) and Sunday Rising (Michigan State UP). She has also published three chapbooks: Wreath for the Red Admiral, Given the Trees, and most recently Deadlifts (New Michigan Press). From 2005-2007 she was honored to serve as the poet laureate of Grand Rapids, Michigan. She is Poet-in-Residence and Professor in the Department of Writing at Grand Valley State University in Michigan.